|Posted on February 4, 2014 at 12:55 AM|
& I was watching youtube videos by RawSammi
& She was boring me and so
I envisioned my own world
I first thought , how nice it would be
If I had the disposable income to
Tear my house apart, everytime mania hit
Throw lamps threw walls and tv’s out windows.
And then a second thought invaded me
Flooded through me, How lucky I was!
I envisioned what my 1st hospital stay would be like,
One of the mental nature. I have
Romanticized this deeply. Damn you, Vizzini and the likes
I would be wearing dress shirt and tie
As to look more sane than the (in)sane, yes!
To prove them wrong and, mania hit and, I wanted not
To be trapped in there anymore, I shouted
“I’m a grown man! Let me out” to no avail
They rushed me with anvils in hand
I fought them ferociously, verociously, my mind made things up then
I was a fighter then
Punching the black man in the face. I had never punched a
Man before. I awoke later in a bed
Strapped. My panic returned.
It was 9 days later that my release was
Finalized and here I sit
Steady type type typing as the bats steady
Rap rap rap, rip apart my brain matter, as I
Take scissor to bracelet. Dive down and
Bleeding this to you.
Originally published by Pyrokinection on 02/03/14.